A song I wrote in college in 2011. Originally performed with Pirates in the Kitchen.
lyrics
I feel like I’m coming apart at the seams
Slowly settling down through the floor
I know that this guilt is not all my fault
But it doesn’t much matter no more
I don’t have the gut to stand up for myself
Hybrid doubt and guilty psychology
So I’ll take all the blame and cover my shame
And end with this little apology
I’m sorry (I can't do anything right)
Everything is my fault
I don’t deserve anything ever
So I’ll lock up my mind in this vault
So set me on fire and piss on the ashes
I’ll never deserve your forgiveness
But this issue is mine
I just need some time
To get over my self pity bullshit
I feel like my brain is fighting itself
Like a war in a bowl full of slugs
Encase it with bone you’ve made me a clone
Don’t forget to give him his drugs
I don’t have the gut to stand up for myself
All this doubt and bullshit biology
So I’ll take all the blame and cover my shame
And end with this little apology
I’m sorry (I can't do anything right)
Everything is my fault
I don’t deserve anything ever
So I’ll lock up my mind in this vault
So set me on fire and piss on the ashes
I’ll never deserve your forgiveness
But this issue is mine
I just need some time
To get over my self pity bullshit
I’m sorry (I can't do anything right)
Everything is my fault
I don’t deserve anything ever
So I’ll sew all my wounds up with salt
So set me on fire and piss on the ashes
I’ll never deserve your forgiveness
But this issue is mine
I just need some time
To get over my self pity bullshit
credits
from Guitar based demos,
track released October 12, 2015
Written and recorded by Max Strater
1 line maybe stolen from Andy Cox
Originally performed with Pirates in the Kitchen
Original Bassline by Ben Murphy
Original Drums by Drew Di Palma
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